Saturday, August 31, 2002

hoobastanks - crawling in the dark

I will dedicate and sacrifice
My everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending.

And I wish I could know if the
Directions that I take and all
The choices that I make
Won't end up all for nothing.

Chorus:
Show me what it's for.
Make me understand it.
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer.

Is there something more
Than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer

Help me carry on
Show me its ok to
Use my heart and not my eyes
to navigate the darkness

Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?

Repeat Chorus

How much further do i have to go?
How much longer until i finally know?
Because I'm looking and
I just can't see what's in front of me.
In front of me.


Repeat Chorus


haha


i'm evil. really. just that the questions they ask are not relevant.


papa roach - last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a **** if I cut my arms bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
went out with p. sch friends and one other. whoa! yt has become cuter. didn't realize he has dimples before. and his friend is also quite good-looking, better than expected. had a cool time, but pretty peaceful. lilo and stitch was nice, very touching. i can't believe how dumb i am. anyway, i have never been treated to a movie by any guys, and yt just broke that record. i should never have trusted his 'i pay first'. next time, i'll be careful not to believe that. after bugis, went causeway. win just went there, then leave. those two are really crazy. all the way to causeway! just for a little food time there. and they are real gentlemen. i'll be pretty charmed if not. still i'm an old tart. dang, i don't care.

Friday, August 30, 2002

mono - life in mono (highly recommended, though quite an old song...)

The stranger sang a theme
From someone else� dream
The leaves began to fall
And no one spoke at all
But I can� seem to recall
When you came along

Ingenue

Ingenue
I just don� know what to do

The tree-lined avenue
Begins to fade from view
Drowning past regrets
In tea and cigarettes
But I can� seem to forget
When you came along
Ingenue

Ingenue
I just don� know what to do

Ingenue
I just don� know what to do

Ingenue
I just don� know what to do

Ingenue
I just don� know what to do

Ingenue (fade out)
lifehouse - hanging by a moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely Incomplete

I'll take your invitation
you take all of me
now i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you
There is nothing else to lose
There is nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world
that could change my mind

There is nothing else...
desperate for changing
starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you...
stratovarius - destiny

The times are changing so fast
I wonder how long it lasts
The clock is ticking time is running out
The hatred fills this Earth
And for what is worth
We're in the end before we know

Throughout the years
I have struggled to find the answer that
I never knew

It strucked me like a million lightnings
And here I am telling to you

Every second of day it is coming your way
Future unknown is here to stay
Got to open your mind
of you will be led to astray
There's a time to live
There`s a time to die
But no one can`t escape the Destiny


Look all these things we`ve done
Under the burning Sun
Is this the way to carry on?
So take a look at yourself
And tell me what do you see

A wolf in clothes of the Lamb?

Throughout the ....

Every second ...

Let your spirit free
Through Window of your Mind
Unchain your Soul from hate
All you need is Faith

I control my Life
I am the One
You control your Life
But don't forget Your Destiny....


It's time to say goodbye
I know it will make you cry

You make your Destiny
I know you'll find the way
And outside Sun is bright
The things will be alright
I will be back one day to you
So please Wait For ME
dc talks - supernatural

This world's a tortured place to be
So many things to torment me

And as I stumble down this road it takes a toll
These days and nights I turn to You
No human hand can pull me through
No cosmic force or magic brew will ever do


But I can see it coming
You're not so far away

'Cause I can feel Your power
Surging through the whole of me

(chorus 1)
God is there and He is watching
He tells me all is well (it's supernatural)
God is there, there's no denying
He's supernatural (it's supernatural)
Supernatural

Beyond this physical terrain
There's an invisible domain
Where angels battle over souls in vast array
But down on earth is where I am
No wings to fly, no place to stand
Here on my knees I am a stranger in this land


I need an intervention
A touch of providence

It goes beyond religion
To my very circumstance

(repeat chorus 1)

(chorus 2)
God is there and He is watching
The signs are everywhere (the signs are everywhere)
God is there, there's no denying
It's supernatural (it's supernatural)
Supernatural

(bridge)
In six days, the universe was made
Supernatural
And from the dead a man was raised
Supernatural
They say He walked across the waves
Supernatural
And I'll believe it to my grave

But I can see You coming
You're not so far away
'Cause I can feel Your power
Surging through the whole of me

[Yeah, yeah, yeah]
[God is supernatural]
[Yeah, yeah, yeah]


(repeat chorus)

[Some things just can't be explained]
oh man... i can't believe how freaking that was. cheryl, we're all gonna kill you man. but glad that you're fine. scary... and poor xm hopping mad trying to contact everyone. guess the bless in disguise is discovery of a brand new friendship. don't scare us like that again... nothing like this has ever happened in my entire life!! i wouldn't know what to do!!!
hey, comments for the dance website. it's the same one from the nygh, but an improved version. the school's one too lousy you see.
stupid v3 url.
by the way, the webbies are all arranged according to dates. the first one is the earliest one... and the ugliest one. but i still include anyway. haha, mouse you don't need to search lo - it's the second one. but all the past la~ i'm gonna have a new one - sec 3&4! ahhaha, but that'll be much later. both the websites also quite stupid la. now then i know how ugly they are. eeks. eeks. eeks.
if my sis finds out that i'm dipping amos cookies in fresh milk right (recommended) beside her laptop, she's gonna kill me. or stuff the cup up my nose. whatever. but now that she isn't around, too baaaaad....i'm gonna finish the entire packet! heh heh...

bio prac was horrible. i can't believe how stupid i am. we had to do the dilution thingy (man i took 10 mins to think of this word) and i messed it up by accidentally spilling the third one, so had to redo everything. i got pretty messed up by the 5cm3 thingy too, trying to pour and repour. freAK, i don't even know how to answer those questions! told you i would screw it again...

teachers' day huh? thought we would have 3 supplementary lessons today but turns out wrym's gonna postpone it to tml... damn... thought wouldn't need to go back after today... his lessons are really meaningless, anyway. go catch a baboon or something - more productive. well, at least zheng laoshi decided to cancel chinese! hurray! 3 cheers and a ferrero rocher bouquet for her! but the teachers really know how to skip useful lessons and give us meaningless ones - i'd rather have chinese than history.
now the rest of my classmates are probably watching lilo and stitch and i'm stuck at home, trying to save my money. i'd be paying my own school fees if i don't get em back from dad... it's starvation month... pity the poverty~ oh well at least i can fill myself up with amos cookies in advance.

Thursday, August 29, 2002

I'm like Claudia from the BSC
I'm Bashful!
i've screwed my last two pracs, so i'm working doubly hard for bio - that means well, longer. for the other two i did last minute work what... bio is my least favourite, particularly so because i think ms. lee has something against me. probably because she thinks i copied my stuff twice, which is not true, not even a bit. hmph. i think bio prac's gonna be screwed anyway no matter what...
yeah... i love today... because because because. but too bad. hahahah.

Wednesday, August 28, 2002

-VNV Nation: Genesis-
Breathing an air,
permeated, soaked in darkness,
eminating from within,
resonating like a scream no one can hear

The abyss becomes me,
I wear this chaos well.
Though none should save me,
desperation keeps me here,

my need for innocence,
the place where I began

With you I stand in hope that
god will save us from ourselves.
Every cry a wasted moment
until another day is lost.
Even lands we once called home
lie undiscovered and unknown.
Only heaven's silence for an answer.
And did our laughter, did our tears
have some purpose after all?

Did we toil in vain in hope
that wisdom came from what we'd done?
Even lands we once called home
lie undiscovered and unknown.
Only heaven's silence for an answer.

Are these not words of heresy
a venom on my lips, a poison?
My spirit impurified
in every word I choose to say


If I would shed my skin, the layers left,
but not the lessons learned
it would not undo what I have done
or grant forgiveness in some better days.

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i tried to filter some things so it wouldn't sound so nasty. but it's better now. i have nastier entries. i have hate letters as well. but i think all that should be censored, cos it's pretty offensive. i was telling the person to die. heh heh, i'm evil. whatever. i should go get some food. it calms the soul. i heard from somewhere that people get angry easily when hungry, but i've just eaten. anyway, i should stuff myself.
physics was horrible. i thought everything was quite ok, until they started to compare answers. i screwed the prelims again. but i didn't say that i didn't care.

i hate it when people say 'oh, you're going to go to a poly anyway, you don't need to work so hard. just pass can lo.' of cos i don't need to. YOUR prelims are always more important than MINE, isn't that so? so i can jolly well stuff myself and collect garbage for a living next time. i can get as many f9s on my results slip and trash my parents' hopes. of cos i won't get f9s. of cos i won't get all c6s either. then WHAT. you think i'm a born genius? what the hell am i working so hard for then? don't whine to me about your idiotic 'low' grades when all you can think about is how you are going to make your life easier by going to a school where you can fit in. i have a family whom i don't want to disappoint. and i have my pride. i will kill you if you do that again.

Tuesday, August 27, 2002

i haven't really heard some of enigma's songs, but i like the lyrics, so i've posted them anyway.
damn, got physics prac tomorrow. what am i doing??
enigma - the voice & the snake

The first bowl on the earth
the second bowl on the sea
the third bowl on the rivers
the fourth bowl on the sun
the fifth bowl on the beast
the sixth bowl on the stars
the seventh bowl on the air
.
And the earth turned grey
sea turned black
The rivers turned red
The sun turned cold

The beast turned pale
The stars turned fast
The air turned to poison
enigma - return to innocence

That's not the beginning
of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong

Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
.

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way

Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
.
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
jap sucks totally today. can't even hear what the person was talking about. the tape recorder just went buzz buzz at the important part. and the teacher sucks, too. she keeps shouting at us at the slightest things. hmph! and she doesn't even look like she knows jap! (well, looks are deceiving...)
we gave our tan sensei a card and a bear for teachers' day. he ws so touched, i think he looks like he was about to cry. he didn't expect it of cos, after all he has been treating us like dirt. hee hee... just kidding. i wrote: sensei no sei de, choukai wa totemo muzukashi katta. sensei no kowai jyugyou wa wasurenai! (thanks to you, our listening compre was horrible. i'll never forget the scary lessons you gave!) hee hee. hope he won't be pissed by some horrible comments some of us gave. (but that's the point, anyway.)

Monday, August 26, 2002

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you`re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you`re not around,
And the fact that you didn`t call.
But mostly, I hate the way I don`t hate you,
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
i like this song so i just had to post it... go here for the chinese lyrics anyway.
http://www.boxup.com/big5/music/lyric/lyric14789.htm

jay cou - jian dan ai

Shuo bu shang wei shen me, wo bian de hen zu dong
Rou ai shang yi ke ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
Wo xiang da sheng xuan bu, dui ni y y bu she
Lian ge be lin ju dou chai dao wa xian zai de gan shou

He bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
Qian zhe ni de shou yi chong mo ming gan dong
Wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
Yi qi kan zhe ri luo yi zhi dao wo men dou shui zhao

Chorus:
Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
Ai nen bu nen gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
Wo xiang dai ni qi dan che, wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
Xiang zhi yang mei fan you channg zhe ge yi zhi zou
Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
Ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
Ni kao zhe wo de jian pang ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
Xiang zhe yang de shen huo wo ai ni ni ai wo

Xiang~jian jian dan dan ai
i must be crazy. i'm looking for all of enigma's songs. i'm taking down all the lyrics because i find that the lyrics are nice. eventhough a lot of them are related to christianity. oh well, just look at them and maybe you'll be interested in enigma too.
oh remember to download this:
*ffxi - recollections
don't ignore it because i'm a ff freak! trust me ok!
*valkyrie profile - epic poem to sacred death
enigma - i love you... i'll kill you
(Curly M.C./David Fairstein)

I see love, I can see passion
I feel danger, I feel obsession
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause I hear a voice who says:
I love you... I'll kill you...

Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...

Look into the mirror of your soul
Love and hate are one in all
Sacrifice turns to revenge
and believe me
You'll see the face who'll say:
I love you... I'll kill you...
But I'll love you forever

Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...
enigma - gravity of love

"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
Turn around and smell what you don't see
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart
Follow the trace for a new start
What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal

In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key

To the gravity of love
"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
[Whispers]
[Woman :]
The path of excess leads to
The tower of Wisdom

[Man :]
The path of excess leads to
The tower of Wisdom
[Whispers]
Try to think about it ...
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is, what's the gravity of love
"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
Look around just people, can you hear their voice
Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key

To the gravity of love.
"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
hahahah... told you my lyrics are old one what...

chem prac today sucks. i messed up everything and had to count backwards before i realized my titration reading was all read wrongly. dammit. luckily i had time to change. sulphur dioxide should not exist. i totally never test for it. piece of crap. and xm, stop whining about your stupid test 1, i wrote oxidising agent ok... i fared worse than yours'. complain some more and i'd contemplate stuffing superglue up your ass. heh heh.
jap pre-lim sucks too. what kind of robber would eat and sleep in the house he was going to rob? oh man... i think my compo was crap. this is a bad day. let's just say welcome to poly life. chillz.

Sunday, August 25, 2002

vertical horizon - everything you want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh, and it's rising at the back of your mind

You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees
And the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn


You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away


There's always another
Wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say


He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned

You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return


He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And I don't know why

And I don't know
Why
Why

And I don't know
whitney houston - i will always love you

If I should stay.....
I would only be in your way
So, I'll go but I know
I'll think of you
Every step of the way
And I will always love you
I will always love you
You my darling you mmm
Bittersweet memories,
That is all I'm taking with me

So goodbye, please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you, you need
And I will always love you
I will always love you, you
(Short instrumental)
I hope life treats you kind, and I hope you have
All you've dreamed of

And I wish for you joy
And happiness
But above all this, I wish you love....
And I will always love you

I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you....
You, darling I love you
I'll aways, I'll always love you...
i'm not trying to take over xm's lyrics centre. just thought that these songs are nice. anyway, xm's blog have all the latest songs what, then mine's the oldies. and i'll probably have final fantasy and jap songs. heh.
jewel - break me

I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say

But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control

Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Kiss me once
Or maybe twice
Oh, it never felt so nice
So break me
Take me
Let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Just let me
Feel your love again
aiyah... what the heck... it's raining...
i hate rainy days. especially when i'm trying to walk home. it means i can't save my bus fare.
but i like rainy days on sports days. heh heh, cancel the event, bugger.

Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
I am Marion Silver

See which Requiem for a Dream Character you are.


I Will Die of Natural Causes.
Your choice of life style has enabled you to live a nice long life.. To eventually die of a stroke, or was it a heart attack.. Either way you out lived just about anyone that gave a shit about you anyway.. Congrats

Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now!

this is a horrible picture.

I am A Shit Brick .

The Shit brick is usually the kinda person that doesn't like doing much. Turning down a nice romp in the park to his or her favorite television show and a nice big Mac or a box of chicken nuggets. Though shit bricks have their anti social flaws, what they lack in social values they make up for in laziness... But I guess that isn't a good thing either way.. Ok, shit bricks are just lazy ****s...
What Kinda Shit Are You?

My animagus is a phoenix - what's yours?
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I'm all about the
Shy Guy


The baby of the group, your kind of man is the strong, silent type. The kind
who wins your heart is the kind who keeps his emotions in check, at first. But once you get into
a relationship, you need devotion, caring, and understanding. What can I say? You're a hopeless
romantic ~_^

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STEP 1: switch your hp volume to the loudest
STEP 2: change your hp incoming msg tone to the longest (the one which goes doremifaso or smt)
STEP 3: use icq flood your inbox
STEP 4: dance to the rhythm of the incoming sms tune

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1. wait for me to switch off my hp
2. call me
3. enjoy!



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I'm an Onion! Sour, spicy, nasty tasting, and the ability to make people cry all come natural to me. I'm really an evil person who's not much of a social butterfly but rather a loner who sits and writhes in my pool of solutide all day, which I love.

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just finished my jap oral. i think it was quite ok, at least i responded quite fast. the teacher said 'iidesu!' but maybe it was just a polite remark. still, it's better than what i had thought although i've used several sentence structures wrongly. the passage was full of difficult kanjis, but i just anyhow read it... quite ok, except for a slight pause now and there. what am i doin? i'm not the examiner!

Friday, August 23, 2002


Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
that ariel is not too me in the long description, only the words there is accurate... i've found one which is more me... megara. if you read her long description you will find she is more me.

My friends call me Meg, or they would if I had any.
Which Disney Princess are you?



You are a quick-witted tough dame with a tongue of steel. This jaded, cynical outlook is your suit of armor worn to protect you from further hurt and mistreatment. You may have been burned in the past by a love. Though your history weighs on your mind, you still have a little bit of faith in love. Don't deny it, girlfriend! Let go of the past and move on, embracing life's possibilities. But being more optimistic doesn't mean you have to lose your wit or independence!

i'm becoming very wild! hee hee! oh yeah, it's siyu's birthday. and squall leonhart's too! happy birthday!!!! i love squall!
just came back from cross country. feels so much easier than the 2.4km, maybe because i wasn't exerting a lot. i rested a lot, more than the past three years when i would just run and run and never stop. but i had huiyi and michelle's company, so i didn't felt left behind or alone. and the ice cubes from stephanie was cooling! our class got the cup again! that means we're the champs for the second consecutive year!
oh i have jap prelim oral tomorrow. gotta secure my voice box... wish me luck!

Thursday, August 22, 2002

deja vu! i was typing just now and i had this feeling. whoa! i didn't know that this blog mode would actually have appeared once.
anyway, i was just typing that i'm a major idiot. i have been so so so stupid all along. i thought that by walking to and fro Causeway i would be saving my bus fare, but i'm such a food nut that i would always buy food when i'm walking home, and it would this food would cost thrice or maybe more then two bus trips. i'm so dumb! some kind of saving money... oh well, next time i will stop buying food. and today i have been very unlucky. the library was so noisy that i was tempted to ask the group of secondary school malay girls to go and truth or dare at the food court or something. get a life! it's the library! what's the 'KEEP QUIET' for? and when i went home, i was searching for siyu;s prezzie. found that i had not much money, so i bought a lame present - a letter pad that's way too expensive. then i went to get a really big cheese and mayonnaise bun, thinking that i can enjoy it while walking home. but lo and behold! the rain starts to splatter all over me. i bathed, mind you. oh that means i have wasted money on food and the bus fare. dammit. how did my math ever got so high when i can't even calculate simple things???
oh yeah! i got 73/80 for my a math paper I. you have no idea how absolutely happy i am. i've praying and praying to get good results for so long and to get my name called out for being one of the top scorers. but too bad i wasn't the best. *signz* still i'm still quite suprised, but i'm mad at the mistakes. i'm a bit frightened too, because i believe that luck alternates, so if i get good results for the pre-prelims, my prelims wouldn't be as good. life is so troublesome.

Wednesday, August 21, 2002

zhi ping actually found an article that features a person getting trapped in a train's sliding doors. oh my goodness! i was laughing so hard, my cheeks bones seemed to have arched higher. hahahahahaha....
i can't believe my jap prelim is next monday... and tuesday as well. and i've got triple science practical! and jap oral this saturday! oh no... and i'm still typing here. i have to get back to my english homework - can you believe we still have hw? and oh, we have cross country. dammit. i hate running. argh! i hope zheng lao shi would really consider making us stay to do compo and save us from running. i would really love to write several chinese compos now, ya?