i'm starting to think i ain't good at anything.
eventhough i've tried to convince myself.
you know what? your powerpoint sucks.
the colour appears all wrong. don't you know by now that you should have adjusted your background according to what would be reflected on screen? can't you even test it first? you should know people don't like complicated formulas and mathematical procedures appearing. no long sentences. we don't want to read it, we don't even understand it. your animations are distracting. your background is too colourful. we don't get what you mean. you suck. your presentation sucks. and stop stuttering because we won't know what you're trying to get at.
oh, by the way, you really can't draw.
you don't have the proportions. they don't balance. they still look like primary schools. you can't even copy well. why should you pride yourself on imitating a drawing? there's no real skill in that. and the worst thing is, you can't colour! there's no point in doing black and white these days, especially if they are not a good black and white anyway. you try to shade, but they just don't look as good as the real thing. you try to 'anime'-lise your characters, but they are just not cute. you tried but you failed.
you can't sing or act for nuts.
you go out of tune, you can't sing high enough even if you have long ago believed so. you have a really terrible voice. and you try to sound it out by the weird joke-y noises. huh. you're just lousy. you are expressionless. i feel hair standing just seeing your actions. you're trying too hard. you can't do it.
your experiences measure up to nothing.
in the end you still can't do anything, and you forget everything. why do you do so much for? they just don't matter in the end.

stop. wallowing. in. self. pity.